Oh September

I haven't really done much "this time last year" posting, though lately it's been on my mind, a LOT. Pretty expected since Eliza's birthday is in 4 days and my pregnancy leading up to the babies birth was, in the kindest of descriptions, tumultuous. We were pretty quiet on the blog this time last year (similar to now!) using all of our energy to just hold on to the pregnancy for just a few more days or weeks. Glenn did take time to email out to family and friends some status updates while I was laid up in the hospital bed vacillating between magnesium drip torture and lucidity (although watching nonstop reruns of "A Baby Story" and "I didn't know I was Pregnant" with my mom may not be considered lucid). I read through the emails the other day and one thing that really stood out to me was just how optimistic we were. I miss that about us. I think our optimism has been battered to oblivion.

The email updates started after I had been admitted to the hospital for the last time. I was admitted after one of my routine 3 hour OB checkups. It was a Friday. I had been having some mild cramping all morning and let the doctors know at the beginning of my appointments but for some reason taking a peek at my cervix was saved until the end of my 1.5 hour ultrasound. That's when the doctor saw that I had started dilating past my cerclage (stitch keeping my cervix closed) and the membranes were beginning to push through. Thankfully my mom and granny were both with me for the news and to drive me quickly to the ER. I will always remember all of us standing in the ultrasound room waiting for the Dr. to give us the go ahead to rush out. I think I said some unpleasant words.

Somewhere between that point and getting admitted into the labor & delivery I started going into labor. The next several hours were a blur. A lot people asking me if I was in pain and me trying to tell them that that wasn't the important part.. I just wanted them to stop the babies from coming!  Twenty two weeks was far too early for babies to be born. Eventually they did stop it. I saw a lot of doctors over the next couple days. At first they were very somber about the reality of giving birth to babies at 22 weeks. Really no chance, but make it to 23 weeks? The discussion would change.

I made it to exactly 23 weeks and Eliza's water broke. That's where Glenn's emails begin:

8/30/10
Hi all,

Mixed status to report today. 

Heather woke up at 4:30 this morning to find that baby A's water had broken. Surprisingly to me, this doesn't necessarily mean that baby A is doomed or that delivery has to happen now - apparently if Heather doesn't go into labor irreversibly, baby A can hang out in there and keep growing for a while yet, but the lack of the protective amniotic sac puts Heather and baby at much greater risk of uterine infection, which *would* require that Heather deliver immediately. Therefore, the doctors immediately started Heather on a 7-day course of antibiotics as a preventative measure. They've also started her on a set of steroid injections which are supposed to help the babies' lungs develop a bit more quickly in case we do have to deliver soon.

Heather did start having major contractions and cramping (the worst she's had yet) after the water broke, so we've been spending most of the day trying to get that settled back down, and at the moment (4:30 PM) the combination of IV magnesium sulfate and high-dose ibuprofen seem to have finally done the trick. "Mag" is an unpleasant medication to be on, as side effects include lengthy hot flashes, grogginess, pain at the injection site, and nausea, and Heather can't eat or drink while she's on it, but it seems to be the drug of choice for stopping/preventing pre-term labor. Ibuprofen, interestingly enough, is even more effective, but it can only be used for short periods of time (2 days or so) without introducing a whole nother set of risks to the babies.

Today marks 23 weeks, so we're now officially far enough along for the babies to have a chance of survival if they deliver today, but the numbers are still pretty grim (about 40% survival rate, IIRC), so we're obviously hoping for many more days of pregnancy yet. We've had meetings yesterday and today with staff from the NICU (neonatal intensive care unit) to make sure we understand the statistics and the kinds/degrees of intervention that they may perform to keep the babies alive if they deliver soon. I also went on a tour of the NICU last night in order to get some idea what to expect, since even if we make it many more weeks it's virtually certain that our babies will spend at least some time in there. Seems like a very well-run place - lots of teeny tiny infants hooked up to various machines, but quiet and peaceful and staffed with lots of doctors and nurses who obviously care a lot. We feel really fortunate to be at Duke, given the situation we're in, as Duke's NICU has some of the best outcomes in the country.

That's all for now - I'll do my best to keep y'all in the loop as things continue to develop.

Glenn
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8/31/10
Hi all,

Today (day 5 at the hospital)  has been a quiet one, and at this point no news is definitely good news! Heather got her second steroid shot this morning, and they've taken her off the magnesium sulfate for now, which has her feeling MUCH better (especially since being off "mag" means she can eat real food again), though I think she may have missed its grogginess/drowsiness side effects just a bit when she was trying to nap between checkups this afternoon.  Very few contractions today, and Heather's been feeling well enough to let her mom wash her hair and paint her toenails, which I think also helped. :-) She's still on the ibuprofen for a bit longer to keep the contractions down, but if the contractions start back up again in the future, she'll be going back on the magnesium again. Heather has also been getting regular ultrasounds to check the babies' heart rates, and so far they're continuing to all look strong and healthy. I think I've mentioned this before to most of you, but in case I haven't, Heather will definitely be in the hospital for the rest of the pregnancy. Here's hoping that's a long time!

Glenn

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9/1/10
Hi all,

The contractions started back up a little before breakfast this morning, so Heather was put back on the magnesium sulfate again. This settled things back down again pretty quickly and kept them so throughout the day, but with the usual unpleasant side effects (drowsiness/exhaustion, overheating, and a diet of clear liquids only - jello, chicken broth, and popsicles for every meal, ugh!). Heather's dad made the drive up from Georgia today to join her mom here and stay with us until the weekend, which we really appreciate. Ultrasounds are continuing to look good - even though baby A doesn't have much fluid to protect her at this point, all three babies still have good strong heartbeats and are quite the little squirmers. Heather is hanging in there really well through all the ups and downs so far (on magnesium, off magnesium; on solid foods, on clear liquids only; no contractions, cramps only, contractions and cramps; etc.) but it's naturally pretty exhausting for her to handle it all. She was taken back off the magnesium around 8 tonight, and although some cramps have returned the contractions seem to be staying away for now - hopefully she'll be able to get a good night's sleep tonight!

Glenn
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9/2/10
Hi all,

Today was a great day! A good night's sleep last night, and today, fewer cramps, very few contractions, and no magnesium sulfate! Heather has been doing so well today that they've been gradually unhooking her from the various sensors, monitors, and IV drips - as I write this the only thing she's still connected to is an IV for fluids, since that is really helping her stay hydrated. Heather had a detailed ultrasound today and the babies are all well. I went into the office today for some meetings, leaving Heather's mom to look after Heather during the day. Having her here all week has been a tremendous benefit to Heather's peace of mind, and she has taken great care of us both and kept an eye on the house while we've been away.

Thank you all for all of your kind words, prayers, offers of support, and thoughts. It has really meant a lot to us as we've been going through all of this!

Glenn
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9/6/10
Hi all,

Happy (non-)Labor Day! This weekend has been a fairly quiet one, for which we are very thankful, although not without the usual various ups, downs, and scares from day to day. As long as there keep being more ups than downs, and we keep coming out on the other side still pregnant and healthy, we can't really ask for anything more!

Heather's mother and father went home on Saturday to attend to some things at home. Heather's sister and brother-in-law stayed here from Friday night through this morning, and Heather's mom came back this evening. The companionship of her family has been much appreciated throughout all that has been happening.

Today marks 24 weeks, which is another major milestone for us. Statistically speaking, it's the point at which a baby has a better than 50% chance of long-term survival if born today (although given that we're at Duke, hopefully the numbers are a bit better for us...). It's still a scary time, but the numbers just keep getting better every day.

Thanks again for all of your thoughts, prayers, and support,

Glenn 
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9/8/10
THE BABIES HAVE ARRIVED! 

At around 9:55 AM today, September 8 2010, Heather and I became the proud parents of:
Eliza (1 lb, 4 oz)
Charlotte (1 lb, 1 oz)
Oliver (1 lb, 3 oz)

Around midnight last night, the cramps and contractions started up again in force. The doctors started Heather on magnesium sulfate again, and by around 3:30 AM they had settled back down enough for us to get a couple of hours of sleep. Then, around 5:30, they started back up again. After a couple of hours with no relief and no response to magnesium and terbutaline, the doctors decided that at this point, the risks of continuing to try to stop the labor (especially since they thought it likely the labor might be caused by a developing infection) outweighed the risks of delivering the babies (since we were now past the magic 24 week milestone), and so they scheduled Heather for a C-section this morning. Heather went into the operating room around 9 for her epidural, I was allowed to join her at 9:30, the babies were delivered in rapid succession at about 9:53, 9:54, and 9:55 (and then whisked off to the NICU by the neonatologists), and we were in the surgical recovery room by 10:30. 

After Heather had finished recovering from her epidural, we helped her into a wheelchair and took a trip to the NICU to visit the babies. They're really tiny, and as 24-week preemies, there's a lot that can go wrong for them, but they seem to be stable at the moment and being well looked after by the NICU staff. At the moment, they're each in individual isolettes (incubators), hooked up to ventilators and heart monitors, and swaddled in little blankets. Their eyelids haven't opened yet, and probably won't open for a couple of weeks. They'll undoubtedly be in the NICU for many weeks, but we're hopeful that they will grow and thrive in there and come home to us in due time. 

Today has been a lot for us to process, and it still feels very surreal and unreal in many ways, and there are still many uncertain times ahead, but right now we're just happy that the babies are alive and relatively healthy, and we're looking forward to getting to know them better in the days to come.

Thank you all for your care and support!

Glenn

P.S. By a happy coincidence, today is also Heather's mother's birthday - so she and her first grandkids share the same birthday. Isn't that wonderful?


Whew, it's hard to even recognize ourselves in these emails. 'Ignorance is bliss' I suppose. I was planning to go through and add my comments and perspectives on things from what I remember but I honestly just don't have the capacity right now.

Stupendously stupid slideshow software

In preparation for Eliza's upcoming birthday, I've been working on assembling a video slide show of the past year of her life. You've surely seen the type - photos and video clips, with captions and smooth transitions between images, all set to music. Pretty commonplace and straightforward to create, right? WRONG. This project has been unbelievably troublesome and frustrating so far, and there's probably more to come since I'm not done with it yet.

My first attempt was to create the slide show using Picasa. All of our photos and video from the last year are already in Picasa, and it offers slide show creation as a feature, so why not give it a try?

We have video clips from four different sources:

• Our video camera produces HD video clips in .MOV format.


• Hannah's video camera produces HD video clips in .MOV format.


• My iPod Touch produces video clips in .MOV format.


• Heather's iPod Touch produces video clips in .MOV format.

Guess what format Picasa doesn't handle properly in the slide shows it generates?

That's right - while the .MOV files play just fine from within Picasa, when splicing them into a slideshow, the video file becomes just a single still frame in the slide show. Naturally Picasa doesn't give you any warning or error message about this, either - it successfully creates a new video file of the entire slide show; only when playing through this video can you see that that 30 second clip of Eliza taking her first bath at home has been replaced with a single blurry frame of the back of Heather's head.

Seriously? It's 2011, folks - I thought the whole incompatible audio/video file formats situation had long since been solved. I remember dealing with this kind of problem back in 1998, for goodness sake! The .mov format has been around a LONG time - this is like having a photo program that doesn't know how to handle .jpeg files or something.

It gets better - searching the Picasa user forums, this has been an issue for at least two years. I don't know if you've ever noticed this, but Google doesn't provide actual tech support, nor does it provide ANY way for you to actually get in touch with its employees. If you have a problem with a Google product, your options are:

1) Read whatever documentation pages Google has provided just in case it was user error or something. (It wasn't)

2) Check the Google user forums to see if others have seen the same problem (they have, for several years) and if anyone has managed to come up with a workaround (nothing definitive, but various solutions). Again, these are USER forums - all of the questions and answers are coming from people like you. No one from Google who actually knows anything actually reads these forums or replies to them. For all I can tell, Google might have no idea this bug even exists (how would you bring it to their attention, after all, since there's no way to contact them?).

So I found a couple of possible workaround ideas on the user forums. First - "Just rename them from .mov to .mp4 to fool Picasa, it handles .mp4 much better" - no luck. Second - "Install this megapack of third party video codecs from a dubious website" - hmm, well I think Heather's PC's antivirus software is up to date, so what the hey, let's try it - interesting, when I start creating the slideshow, about 40 little icons get added to the Windows side bar, but they go away when it's finished - hey look, the slide show now includes video clips - but not the associated audio. Oh well, it's not like it would be nice to HEAR Eliza giggling at her Pops or anything...

At the same time, I was also getting frustrated with other limitations in Picasa's slide show creation - most notably, the fact that all of the picture captions were rendered in white text, regardless of the background color. White text on a pale grey background doesn't exactly make for readability.

So surely this is just a matter of Picasa's slide show functionality being an afterthought - Picasa is after all primarily an application for image importing, retouching, and organizing - and some other program would be much better? I did some searching online and found some sites that spoke highly of the Windows Movie Maker program, which is free with Windows. Surely a "Movie Maker" program would have all of the necessary functionality to make home movies with, right?

So, not having learned my lesson, viz., that free applications are often worth what you paid for them, I began trying to recreate the slide show in Windows Movie Maker. First problem? You guessed it - Windows Movie Maker doesn't natively support .MOV either. @#^#$^%#%!!%#^%$^#$$$$!!!! How can it be that three different models of consumer video camera output this format, yet neither of these apps supports it?

Time to do some more web searching. Oh look - here's a free program, with lots of glowing reviews, that can convert between many different video formats, including from .MOV to the .avi or .wmv formats that Movie Maker prefers. So I download it and feed the video clips into it. Ooh, nice GUI, very polished looking. It runs for 15 minutes or so and produces a batch of .avi files, just what I needed! Only not. I open the files and the video within is complete garbage, just a mosaic of randomly colored squares and shapes. Apparently this app doesn't like my video files. Why did it run to completion producing garbage instead of giving me a simple warning message that the format wasn't supported?

Time to do some more web searching. All of these video clips use the H.264 codec, which is not specific to .MOV versus .avi - .mov and .avi are just two different kinds of containers for the actual video data within. Maybe there's some way I can use that? I stumble across a site that provides a simple plugin to allow programs that can read .avi to read the video data out .mov files too. I install it and it actually works - Movie Maker can see and play my videos! The one caveat (which nothing on the site warned about) is that videos played through this plugin have a little badge (sort of like a TV station identification logo) superimposed on them. Ah well, at least it's pretty unobtrusive...

Okay, I've got all of the pictures and all of the video clips loaded into Movie Maker. Let's try constructing a test video to make sure it's all working - I don't want any more surprises with clips turning into stills or disappearing audio! I tell the program to publish the video. It starts a progress bar, showing that it'll take about an hour to render. I leave it alone, checking back periodically on its progress. It finally finishes - but what's this message?

Windows Movie Maker cannot publish the movie to the specified location. Verify the original source files used in your movie is still available, that the publishing location is still available, that there is enough free disk space available, and then try again.

What.

Time to do more web searching. Apparently this error, too, is a frequently encountered issue, and naturally, no one seems quite sure what the trigger or triggers are. Possibilities include not enough RAM (Heather's computer has 4 GB, which should be enough for a 20-minute video!), not enough disk space (unlikely, there's 60+ GB free), incompatible codecs or file types (hmm, perhaps?), or perhaps just that the project is "too complicated" for Movie Maker to handle (maybe also...). After some further investigation, it appears that the latter is to blame. By splitting the project in half, each half is able to render successfully. Supposedly it will then be simple to just splice the two halves back together to create the final video... I haven't tried yet, but I'm trying to be optimistic that it will really be that simple.

If you're still reading this, my apologies. I just had to get this off my chest. I do really like how the video is coming along - it won't be a professional production, and there's always going to be room for improvement, but I really do think the end result will be fun to watch and will be a good summation of the high points of the last year. Hopefully it'll be done soon!

Time for some more pictures

Fortunately we didnt see much of Irene this weekend. Quite breezy and just a few drops of rain. Eliza didn't really seem to care about her first hurricane either. We enjoyed the cooler weather in the wake of it though! 

We are really over due for some blog posting around here since there has been a lot going on, but then lots-going-on leaves little time for posting. :) I do want to take a few mins to share a few recent-ish pictures. 

Eliza striking her philosophical pose:

Pasha wondering what all the fun is about:

Daddy gives good kisses!

Cuteness!

I love these pictures of her! Such pretty eyes!

Oh yeah gotta love some baby drool! 

You can tell what time of day it is by what Eliza is wearing lately. Naked=End of the day. By afternoon I've given up on changing spit-up-on clothing and opted for wiping at naked skin instead!

Completely shocked when I saw these pictures. These are the first ones that I realized how long she is getting,wow! She really is growing up even if some days/weeks it seems like shes staying in exactly the same place. One year old in less than 2 weeks...

Classic Eliza pose. Tongue hanging out, eyebrows raised. "Whats happening dudes?"

Sleepy time

Our big thing the last couple of weeks with Eliza has been sleep. Specifically, of course, Eliza's sleep.

Naps

As Heather has mentioned previously, Eliza still just plain isn't a very good napper. She has a very strong tendency to wake up after half an hour, no matter how exhausted she might be, and it's a real challenge to get her back to sleep afterward even if she's still clearly tired when she wakes up. She also is not at all able to start or continue a nap in her crib - the only way to get her to nap is to swaddle her, rock her to sleep in her dark room, and then continue to hold her until she wakes up. This was something we just accepted, and mostly embraced while she was younger (especially given that being a preemie tends to lead to more difficulties with sleep - hello NICUitis!) but now that she's getting to be a big girl it's time to start working on this - fewer, longer naps; more time awake between naps; and being able to nap in her crib. The ultimate goal is really just quality sleep that we don't feel she is getting now. Wish us strength - we're gonna need it!

“Why would I want to take a nap? There's so much going on to see and interact with!”

Nighttime sleep

Since we started using the feeding pump for continuous feeds overnight (from about 9 PM to about 5 AM), I don't have to get up at 3 AM to feed her any more. That's great! However, it doesn't always translate into all of us getting to sleep through the night. While Eliza still usually sleeps very soundly once she is asleep, there are three problems:

1) She's having a lot harder time falling asleep at bedtime most nights than she used to. Time was she'd always be passed out completely by the end of her dinnertime feed and it would simply be a matter of laying her in the crib and turning out the light afterward. She still often falls asleep during the feed, but now she tends to wake up when we lay her down in the crib, and it can take an hour or much more to get her back to sleep after that.

2) The feeding pump, oh the feeding pump. It seems to be very sensitive about the consistency of the formula passing through the pump - at seemingly random times, the pump will start beeping and display an alarm about "check for clogs in the line". The beeping won't stop until you go in there and push a button to continue pumping, and there's no way to adjust the sensitivity or disable this alarm. We need to have the monitor volume turned up next to the bed all night so that I can hear the alarm and run to turn it off before the beeping disturbs Eliza (and Heather - night time is my responsibility and she needs her rest after handling baby all day while I'm at work!). Some nights the pump alarm has gone off at fifteen-minute intervals for several hours until we finally got too frustrated with it and simply turned the pump off for the rest of the night. Hoping that the pump was simply defective, we arranged to exchange it with a replacement model, which has helped a little but not completely gotten rid of the alarms. I've also been making an extra effort to ensure that the formula is as thoroughly mixed and blended as possible before feeding it into the pump, and that seems to help somewhat - here's hoping that continues to improve!

3) Eliza is now waking up between 5 and 5:30 AM every morning. She's still sleepy when she wakes up, and can often be soothed back to sleep for an hour or and hour and a half more if we pick her up and continue to hold her. We're not sure why she's waking up (and staying awake!) given that she is still sleepy at that point and that she's still not getting as much total sleep each day as she really ought. Getting her to go back to sleep at that point is essential because if she stays awake from 5 onwards, she can't make it to even 7am (her next scheduled feed), much less 8 AM (when her physical therapist comes on Tuesdays and Thursdays) without being utterly exhausted, and from the books we've been reading she really should be up till at least 8:30 before her next morning nap.

One thing that's been essential since Eliza first came home, and is even more essential as we work on improving her sleeping, is our video baby monitor. It's so helpful to be able to not only hear whether she's fussing or crying, but also to SEE if she's tossing and turning in her sleep, playing quietly instead of napping, or (as has been unfortunately common lately) vomiting her last meal all over herself and her bed. We're not too happy with this particular model (we had to return the first one for a replacement after two months of use, and now we're having to do so again after about three months with this one, but at least it's under warranty!) but the technology itself is absolutely indispensable.

We were going to start working on some "sleep training" tonight to get her to start being able to fall asleep in her crib instead of in our arms, but she "cheated" tonight by passing out before the end of dinner and staying asleep even after I moved her to the crib. Funny baby! We're not complaining about that (!) but it's a bit of a letdown after we psyched ourselves up to start working on this with her. Just goes to show that she's got a mind of her own, our baby!

SICC visit

Eliza had another follow up appointment at the SICC (Special Infant Care Clinc) today. We met with the nurse, physical therapist, neonatologist fellow and Eliza's neonatologist one after the other. There's a reason these appointments usually take 3 hours! Everyone was impressed with her growth and progress in most developmental areas. Of course she is still behind but they could tell a big difference (glad they agree!) from our last visit. She has low muscle tone (hypotonic) especially in her trunk region. This was our main take home from the visit - more physical therapy is needed. Fortunately, we were already in the process of increasing her physical therapy visits to twice a week. Hopefully with some help from PT she will be able to sit and maybe roll over by her birthday.

Eliza is now 13 pounds 11 ounces, and 24.5 inches, which brings her up to about the fifth percentile for her adjusted age - she's catching up slowly but steadily! We're not paying any attention to where she is on the growth curve based on her actual age (hint: she isn't). That's a more long term goal: be on the non-adjusted-age growth curve by age two or three years.

The PT and doctors confirmed that with Eliza's lack of feeding progress so far she will probably continue to have feeding difficulties requiring g-tube nutrition for some time to come, probably two or three years at least. Disappointing but not much of a surprise to us at this point. Eliza still really has no interest in eating and even when we can get her to take a little from the bottle (about 40 mL max) it requires lots of cheek and chin support from us because of her underdeveloped sucking and swallowing muscles. She also doesn't seem to feel hunger or at least has no connection between it and food.

Thanks to (or despite?) Eliza's growth, we came home with big changes to her feeding plan. She needs more volume and more calories, but since she still has reflux issues that will be a challenge. To help with this they want us to start start using the feeding pump for a slow continuous feed overnight, and also switch from feeding her every three hours to every four. (We don't quite understand why doing fewer, larger feeds is supposed to help with her reflux - we're hoping to get that clarified soon.) This schedule change will be an interesting change to implement; she's been eating "q3h" ever since we brought her home. We are also reducing one of Eliza's reflux meds. No more Zantac! We will be continuing with higher doses of Reglan and Prilosec for now.

Our next SICC is not until early November! That will be her first diagnostic visit, with a child psychologist, hearing and vision tests, and so forth. Even then that won't tell us a whole lot about her long-term prognosis, but will establish a baseline to compare against at her subsequent diagnostic visits (at 18 and 30 months, I believe) to measure her progress. It's a challenge to think about and pay attention to both the short term and the long term where Eliza is concerned; we always feel like we (and her doctors) are potentially overlooking something. On the one hand it's easy to see how her short term issues and goals (feeding schedules, growth, PT, etc.) lead into her long-term development, but on the other hand, we can't help but worry about long-term issues that either are hard to spot in the short term or won't even show up until later (such as the possibility of cerebral palsy or other long-term impact from her early brain bleeds, her vision development after ROP, and so forth). I guess all we can do is focus on the short term for now and let the long term take care of itself!

Progress

Eliza's development is a funny thing. In so many areas she is making very little or no progress for what seems like a very long time. Some areas even seem to be regressing - she's not trying to roll over very much lately, nor is she babbling nearly as much as she once did. But then, every so often, she just has a sudden breakthrough that comes from nowhere. Cases in point:


Reaching for things. She used to never do this. Now she can even reach up off the floor to get something above her, and does so all the time.


Grabbing her knees and even her feet. When she first came home, she wasn't even flexible enough for us to help her into this position, but lately she's become much more flexible and has started to bring her knees and feet up on her own and play with them.


Even growing hair on her head. She was bald for a long time, then had only peach fuzz for a long time after that. Lately it's started to really take off, though it's still longest and thickest right on top of her head and nearly nonexistent on the temples. Heather's taken to styling it as a little mohawk, which looks very fetching.

Eliza and Claire

Remember Claire? Eliza's BFF from the NICU? We finally got a chance to meet up with her and her family today. It was the first time the girls have seen each other since being in the NICU together! We had a great time getting to see them and visit. Wish we didn't live so far apart!

We almost didn't make it out since on the way one of our tires decided to instantly go flat while driving down the interstate. Fortunately Glenn was able to change the flat and we located a Discount Tire place with our handy dandy GPS. Thank goodness for technology! All in all we were only about 1.5 hrs late! :)

Being awfully patient waiting for her ride to be fixed!

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All smiles! These girls have come so far! Look at the difference from this picture:

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Eliza wanted Claire to have a pair of her favorite things, Baby Legs!

Claire was more impressed with the cardboard wrapping though!

Oh look both babies wanted the cardboard!

Whoops mama changed out the cardboard for some ribbon...

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Total meltdown!

They really did great after a long day of traveling, missed naps, sitting through lunch with us adults, and then posing for a photo shoot. Those preemies, tiny but strong!